right then

if you're in a bad mood fine. i'm super irritable too. doesn't mean i'm going to treat you like shit because you ask a question. that actually really hurt. more then it usually would, but maybe i'm just really emotional today too from lack of sleep.

christmas is over

it's not when the 25th has past when christmas is over, its when the tree and the decorations come down christmas is truely over. and the realization sets in that the supposedly happiest time of the year is gone.

crappy feeling indeed.

you know what I hate?

procrastination.

normal day

so I woke up today thinking that I was supposed to go do two projects with prerana. her parents are on crack. this is lame, now I have to wait around great.

new years

well, another year has past, and I still feel like I haven't done anything thats worth remembering. what if this is all there is to my life? i'm so scared. I haven't been fully happy, in three years. I need my dad, and that scares me, because there is absolutely no way that that can ever happen.