Thank you

"Something will happen that seems like an answer to a prayer."

Hello all

wow Hi, it's been a while, i've been super busy hence my lack of posting. I'm so happy today, I don't even know why, todays been a good day. It was Kelsey's Birthday and Stasha and myself decided to deliver some surprise birthday cupcakes to her :D. It was nice, we spent a few hours with her and then left. Though on my way to Stashas I took the bus, and a very intoxicated man was sitting infront of me giving the stink eye. It was funny. I laughed. hahaha.
Now i'm trying to finish my homework, so I can have a relaxing rest of the day/weekend. I wish I could have seen Daniel today, seeing as it was his birthday as well, but oh well. He's gone camping so it's okay. Tomorrow i'm going to a party and i'm a bit hesitant, but i'm sure it will be okay.

katy is very content.
:)

not bad

well i got my blood test yesterday
and im awaiting
im scared

sheeshh

haven't blogged in a week, well, this week has been alright. I haven't had much time to myself, what with all the homework, choir and running i'm trying to feed into my day. it's ridiculoussss.
I really should go to bed, so hopefully i'll write again soon.

alrighty.

well, today wasn't bad. I was kind of on house arrest, but hopefully that will be over soon. I'm sure it will. I spent most of today working on this super stupid safety brochure thing for Biology which was a thrill and a half. as well I finally did something I was going to do for a long time, I went on a run! I used to run everyday when I was in grade 6 and I really want to pick it up again. I'll start off small of course, maybe 4 days a week around my block and eventually gravitate towards all the way to colebrook and back. I don't know, I hope so. plus I wanted to ask Kirsten if I could possibly get a job with her at timmies. I need a job.

I have so much I want to do this year. I really hope I can get it all done =]

eff.

I know it just sounds like i'm bitching.
but i'm now getting blamed for the fact that my mom is angry.
let me leave. now. oh god.

change my life please.

well, today's Friday and I had a basically great day. until I came home. so Kirsty was going downtown to buy a purse and she asked me if I wanted to go with her. I love downtown, so I of course say yes.. even though there was the small issue of me having no money. and... my mom wasn't entirely sure of me going. I convinced her I would be fine. so we're downtown having a great time, and then I phone my mom telling her nothings wrong we're fine... blah blah you know, checking in. So by the time kirsty and my self get home it's like 7 ish, it's cool. We go to Joe for a bit just to look around and then stop for sushi. that's where I realized shit, I owe kirsten 30$ and I have no money. (She knew, I was going to pay her back). and I text my mom and she FLIPS THE FUCK OUT. like worse then ever. so i'm sitting there humiliated trying to enjoy my sushi while my mother yells death threats through the ear piece. I was supposed to go to Rebeccas, but I thought that would be slightly pushing it since you know.. my mom is ready to break my face. sooo we get to the newton exchange where we run into Christine.. I really love that girl. and unfortunately her assface of a boyfriend. I don't even want to talk about what he did, he was such a little brat. anyways, we get on the C75 and I call my mom and tell her that i'll be home by 8:30. by that time, she sounds totally fine and maybe she wont kill me.. because I know damn well I shouldn't have spent that much.. but she went ape shit on me. well when I get home, she uses her threatening voice on me like i've done something terribly wrong. and she gives me a good ol' screaming at. that I think was totally uncalled for. and my mother has this thing where she doesn't listen to a thing anyone says, she just yells, and yells, and yells, and yells and yells. and even when it's sorted.. she brings the stuff up she was just yelling about and starts yelling and yelling and yelling and yelling about it all over again. when she gets like this.. basically everyday, i've just trained myself to not respond.. and to focus on something on a wall and write a story in my head about it.. passes the time. something to do. she was talking to me like I was crazy.. like I literally had some serious problem. she treated the situation like she had just found out I was smoking or doing drugs or drinking. that was how ridiculous the situation was. I'm sick of all this shit. it's ridiculous. and I can't stand it anymore. as well, Prerana was out in Langley with her boyfriend with out her mom knowing and she said she was at my house instead. I don't have a problem with that. well... my mom, was in a state and has a problem with everything and anything I do.. and is doing anything she can to find things wrong with my friends to make me feel bad. she basically is telling me that i'm being used.. and an idiot. and she's just saying it to be an ass hole because I don't feel that way. I haven't been this upset in a long long time. and it was all because I came home. if I had just slept at Rebeccas this wouldn't have happened.

HALLELUIAH

I did something on the last day of school involving some of my favourite people =]
hip hip hurrah!
school tomorrow.
bleh.
november come faster!!!

geez

how lame am I, home... no plans on the last day of summer. I guess that's just how it goes.