change my life please.

well, today's Friday and I had a basically great day. until I came home. so Kirsty was going downtown to buy a purse and she asked me if I wanted to go with her. I love downtown, so I of course say yes.. even though there was the small issue of me having no money. and... my mom wasn't entirely sure of me going. I convinced her I would be fine. so we're downtown having a great time, and then I phone my mom telling her nothings wrong we're fine... blah blah you know, checking in. So by the time kirsty and my self get home it's like 7 ish, it's cool. We go to Joe for a bit just to look around and then stop for sushi. that's where I realized shit, I owe kirsten 30$ and I have no money. (She knew, I was going to pay her back). and I text my mom and she FLIPS THE FUCK OUT. like worse then ever. so i'm sitting there humiliated trying to enjoy my sushi while my mother yells death threats through the ear piece. I was supposed to go to Rebeccas, but I thought that would be slightly pushing it since you know.. my mom is ready to break my face. sooo we get to the newton exchange where we run into Christine.. I really love that girl. and unfortunately her assface of a boyfriend. I don't even want to talk about what he did, he was such a little brat. anyways, we get on the C75 and I call my mom and tell her that i'll be home by 8:30. by that time, she sounds totally fine and maybe she wont kill me.. because I know damn well I shouldn't have spent that much.. but she went ape shit on me. well when I get home, she uses her threatening voice on me like i've done something terribly wrong. and she gives me a good ol' screaming at. that I think was totally uncalled for. and my mother has this thing where she doesn't listen to a thing anyone says, she just yells, and yells, and yells, and yells and yells. and even when it's sorted.. she brings the stuff up she was just yelling about and starts yelling and yelling and yelling and yelling about it all over again. when she gets like this.. basically everyday, i've just trained myself to not respond.. and to focus on something on a wall and write a story in my head about it.. passes the time. something to do. she was talking to me like I was crazy.. like I literally had some serious problem. she treated the situation like she had just found out I was smoking or doing drugs or drinking. that was how ridiculous the situation was. I'm sick of all this shit. it's ridiculous. and I can't stand it anymore. as well, Prerana was out in Langley with her boyfriend with out her mom knowing and she said she was at my house instead. I don't have a problem with that. well... my mom, was in a state and has a problem with everything and anything I do.. and is doing anything she can to find things wrong with my friends to make me feel bad. she basically is telling me that i'm being used.. and an idiot. and she's just saying it to be an ass hole because I don't feel that way. I haven't been this upset in a long long time. and it was all because I came home. if I had just slept at Rebeccas this wouldn't have happened.