if you're in a bad mood fine. i'm super irritable too. doesn't mean i'm going to treat you like shit because you ask a question. that actually really hurt. more then it usually would, but maybe i'm just really emotional today too from lack of sleep.
it's not when the 25th has past when christmas is over, its when the tree and the decorations come down christmas is truely over. and the realization sets in that the supposedly happiest time of the year is gone.
crappy feeling indeed.
so I woke up today thinking that I was supposed to go do two projects with prerana. her parents are on crack. this is lame, now I have to wait around great.
well, another year has past, and I still feel like I haven't done anything thats worth remembering. what if this is all there is to my life? i'm so scared. I haven't been fully happy, in three years. I need my dad, and that scares me, because there is absolutely no way that that can ever happen.
so, today I went to metric with Althea, Brandon, and Jeremy. It was a really magnificent day, minus the freezing feet and fact that my shirt is the wrong size. :( * angstt *
I thought it was a guys size, but it turned out to be a stupid girls shirt, which sucks monkey balls.
but over all a really enjoyable day spent with amazing people.
btw!! i finished all my christmas presenting yesterday, and i'm thinking i'll be santa and go deliver them tomorrow.
i am just so content right now it's ridiculous,
other then the shirt thing,
because i feel super chubs, but ehh.
